This is my lesson in grief.
You know when you first lose some one that you love grief is like a wild bouncing ball
that you cant control... it just flies around totally out of your control here and there to a place that you cant even remember days in and out... and you try to catch it but you just cant...
eventually you catch the ball and you tuck it safely inside a pocket close to your heart and you
have some sort of control but some times the ball just randomly falls out and it just bounces around out of your control and you chase it and and try to catch it because you didnt expect for it to just fall out right then and there but it did and you cant catch it. Sometimes after this you think you have it all in control and you just dont want to be suprised with extreme emotion. Then the little ball falls out again and you just didnt know that it would but somehow you can take this ball and examine and feel the feelings and pain and hold it without having to say a word
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That piece could be edited into a great poem, I would say.
ReplyDeleteI know this kind of grief...
I have turned it into appreciation for life itself...
Love to you.
Ginny